My dear friend: I can't tell you how sorry I am for the loss of your husband. You gave it your all for all those years and so did Bryan. The two of you were meant to be so many years ago and you were both very lucky to have each other. Bryan loved you with all his heart and although your heart is breaking, know that what you did for Bryan all those years as his wife and partner, meant so much to him. You never gave up and always took care of things, your beautiful and strong nature helped Bryan have a good life with you. Be strong my friend and know that the memories and the life you had with Bryan will help you through this. Love you my friend.